There are things that you are born with and no matter how much you hate it, it is still with you.
Here comes the time again when I need to help myself again.
It is tiring and exhausting that I need to recharge myself.
I know I can change this by learning the principle and I know I will need a lot of effort.
P.S. Not sure who is reading this, but this post is directed only to Mafer. So if you happened to come across this, please shut up and pretend nothing happened.